Wednesday, 9 May 2018

My heart Yearns for You


and I long for you
let two become one
unknown lover and friend
show yourself
and stay this yearning in my heart

my heart yearns for you
he who remains unknown
nkem...my own
all I desire in this moment is you
to be cocooned in your love's nest
in your sure embrace
in this moment
just me and you

my heart yearns for you
you and I as one - to face the world
and still I'll wait
wait and hope
till fate one day
will smile on me
and bring you home.


E.W 2018


Wednesday, 25 April 2018

Ode to our Nightingale

Ode to our Nightingale



Eyeneka!
a ka uke?
Eka mfo, e na a ya afon!
Eyeneka!
Di se se fo nam!
Eyeneka!
A ka uke?
E te a ka esang.
Eyeneka!
A ka uke?
E te a ka mkpo.
Eyeneka mmi!
Usiere ami.
Ama di ufok.
Anie awo ke afo bo ka adi?
Eyeneka!
A ka so?
A bo Abasi a so u kode?
e ya mmi!
Ndi bo Eka mfo ndie?
Ndi ntang nso?
Ku wo ku ufok ami!
U su kupo mkpo?
Eyeneka!
Nso afo tang?
A bo ka adi....
Ka adi nso?
Eyeneka!
Eset a so am biak!
di a edap!
Dwog udu mfo?
Ke usiere aya afon!
Eyeneka!
Ne ke da!
Ke usiere a di ye idara!
Eyeneka!
Abo nso?
A ka mkpo.
Ke etie ke?
A ka mkpo ye Edidem-Rapha.
Eyeneka!
Am biak ke eset!
Ndi bo ndie?
Ndi ntang nno eka mfo ndie?
Eyeneka!
A ka uke?
A ka mkpo ye Edidem-Rapha.
Eyeneka!
A ya ba ke emem?
Ke idara a di ye usiere o!
Eyeneka!
A ka uke?
A ka isang ye Edidem-Rapha.
Eyeneka!
A bo so?
A ka di ki bo emem Abasi.
Eyeneka!
A ka uke?
A ka esang ye Edidem- Rapha.
Eyeneka!
Ka ye Obong.
Ke Usiere a di ye Idara!



Translation


Brother!
Where are you going?
Your mother did not sleep well!
Brother!
Come and see what you have done!
Brother!
Where are you going?
They said you went on a journey.
Brother!
Where are you going?
They said you went out.
My Brother!
This morning
You came home.
Who are you telling goodbye?
Brother.
Where are you going?
You say, God is calling you?
Exclamation!
What will I tell your mother?
What will I say?
Don't leave this house!
Don't you ever listen?
Brother!
What are you saying?
You are saying goodbye.
Good bye for what?
Brother!
My heart aches!
Sleep well!
For the morning will be good.
Brother !
Rise up!
For the morning has come with joy!
Brother!
What did you say?
You are going somewhere.
Where is this place?
You went out with the Master-Healer.
Brother!
My heart aches!
What will I say?
How will I tell your mother?
Brother!
Where are you going?
You went away with the Master-healer.
Brother.
Will you be at peace?
For the morning has come with joy o!
Where are you going?
You went away with the Master-Healer.
Brother.
What did you say?
You have gone to rest with God.
Brother!
Where are you going?
You have gone on a journey with the Master- Healer.
Brother!
Go with the King.
For the morning has come with joy!

E W 2017
For Ikpe - Dan.

Thursday, 29 March 2018

LIVE



















and this is I
blood, flesh and bone
standing tall
in all my pain
and this I
your blood and flesh
existing without you everyday
clinging still everyday
to memories
'fore they become a haze
and this is I 
still in pain
unleashed only in the words I pen
who can forget
you came and saw 
and now you exist
you are no more
and this is me 
part of you
existing still 
like you never were
and here I am
in all my pain
hold you still
in all my  thoughts 
and yet ill write my heart out, 
in all my pain
hoping that you'd come to life again
existing still with all my words.


in memory of Dan

E.W 2018

OUT OF SIGHT OUT OF MIND






















Out of sight
Out of mind
Like a sewing needle in the forests eye
Out of sight
Out of touch
Like a gentle whisper in the middle of the night
Out of mind
Out of thought
Fading away like memories long before
And here we are 
strangers two
Our bond fickle, too weak to hold
Out of sight
Out of mind
And all is lost with me and you.


E.W 2018

Friday, 27 January 2017

REFLECTIONS - IKEJA ARMY CANTONMENT BOMB BLAST OF JANUARY 27TH, 2002.


Sunday, January 27th, 2002 is a day that I will not easily forget. It was the day when the armory of the Ikeja Army Cantonment exploded. Hundreds of people lost their lives that day not from the bomb explosion but because they panicked. It was reported in the news that period that many people fled into canals just because of assumptions of war that were not substantiated. May their souls rest in perfect peace, Amen.
We(my family) were at home that Sunday evening when we started hearing the explosions. We could even feel the impact of the bombs going off all the way in Ojodu Beger. We were still trying to figure out why the earth was vibrating and the sudden eerie change in the atmosphere when our neighbor, Mr. Umoh came home shouting 'there is war!'. He then proceeded to his flat to start packing his things. He said then that he was going to find his way back to Akwa-Ibom. My parents, siblings, neighbors and many other people had already started gathering outside their compounds trying to peep into the main road to check what the commotion was all about. My father was with his small box radio trying to tune into radio Nigeria to find out what the commotion was all about but when he couldn't get any clear information,he suggested that we go into the house. 

Indoors, my father suggested that we pray. The prayer session was a bit confusing to me because he asked us to pray for Gods protection and forgiveness. I remember thinking to myself, protection from what and forgiveness for what? We already went to church that day and we had prayed there. Grudgingly I went down on my knees thinking again that by the time this long prayer session would be over, Channels Tv would have finished showing cartoons. Then it hit me! what if RAPTURE HAD TAKEN PLACE! Immediately, my attitude changed and I began to ask God to take me with him to heaven if he indeed had come. hahaha! 

Later that evening on the seven o'clock news, the then Governor, Asiwaju Bola-Ahmed Tinubu, announced to Lagosians that  the explosions that we were hearing was as a result of an accidental detonation of a large stock of military explosives. This was after earlier announcements by the then police commissioner asking everybody to remain indoors and be calm while they investigate. It was a relief to hear that it was a bomb explosion in the Ikeja armory. Sequel to this announcement, general movement was restricted. I was at home for two weeks... maybe even more, because my secondary school was in the barracks.

The long break was highly welcomed by me. I didn't even want to go to school the next day because I was yet to finish my mathematics assignment. My maths teacher, Mrs Affia had promised me especially, six strokes of the cane if I failed to meet up. I can still remember her voice in my head,' Winnifred Ekwere! ( Ekwere pronounced as a- werre), I will ask Mad dog to flog you if I don't see your assignment by Monday!'. Mad dog was one of the soldiers at school. He was revered by all the students then for his flogging and punishment skills i.e he literally flogged liked a mad dog. In fact, he would flog shege out of you. So somehow the bomb explosion was in my favor because I knew that after the long break, Mrs Affia would have forgotten about the home work. Unfortunately, she didn't. She ended up becoming my lesson teacher in mornings before school resumed at 12pm. I never forgave my mother for that move because she knew how much I hated maths. Never the less, I still chop the home work cane!

I had attended Command day secondary school for two years and didn't even know that the armory was our next door neighbour. Years after the blast, my school's former site wasn't still safe because bomb capsules were still being detonated. Thankfully, I finished my Jss going to afternoon school, 12pm - 6pm. We had to share location with Command Children's School (they were the morning crew) because our site was destroyed by the blast. I remember then how we used to sit with our school bags still strapped to our backs just in case we needed to run. Imagine, bombs would be going off and with every explosion, everything from our desks to the building would rumble violently and we would be ready to take off. Sometimes, if you were standing, you had to hold on to something. Lol. What an experience!
It was fun attending afternoon school for me but my parents were always on edge because I came home from school at 10pm almost everyday! I remember the first time I came home late, they had already gone to Ojodu Police Station to report that their daughter was missing. Imagine the look on my father's Jerry Ekwere face when I got to the bustop of my house. Lol. I was waving my trekking partners goodbye (as it was the practice amongst us CDSS students then to trek in groups when we couldn't find public transport to go home. When it rained it was even worse! we would trek in the rain and in Lagos traffic just to get home). My dad hugged me like it was my birthday and my mother was almost in tears when I got home while my siblings were busy snoring away! I was brimming with excitement, eager to tell them about my adventures for that day but they were too shaken to even hear me out. Then, I wondered what their stress was sef. Afterall, I was home. So, as soon as my Junior Waec results were released, my mother bundled me off to Air Force Secondary School Ikeja to finish my secondary education there so that she could drink water, drop cup and sleep well! Lol. Ekwere Eno
As much as I'm grateful for the gift of life, I'm also grateful for all the adventures that were attached to going to afternoon school. Seeing them evacuate all those missiles and my morning expeditions inside the barracks with Chinyere n co will forever remain precious to me. Lol.

Thank you God for today. Imagine if January 27th, 2002 were a Monday, I wouldn't be here today to type this post. Thank you Bastos Temitayo Stephen for reminding us (ex CDSS students of Ikeja) to remain thankful for the gift of Life today.
Xoxo
E.w

Wednesday, 14 December 2016

Hope and Love are not yet lost - E.W



....'Mabel, I will always love you'. He'd said to her the night before in his text. She was sick and could barely move her legs when he arrived but with the little grace she had left she pulled herself up and headed towards his car . He neither supported her nor held her bags as she wearily opened the door to the passenger side of his SUV. He just watched her struggle through it all with unconcern written all over his face. And all the way to she hospital she wondered if he really loved her. His actions screamed the complete opposite of his declarations. Rubbing her massive belly she let out a loud sigh that only she knew the meaning to as she stared out the window.

...He'd texted 'hold on for me , I'll be there first thing in the morning'. It was 2 pm when he grudgingly showed up. He was busy he said. This and that and excuses she'd heard before. She could barely sleep through last  night as the kicking in her womb along with her thoughts connived to bring her pain. She was glad to be finally on her way. As they rode, The silence in the car stretched like the road before them. She couldn't wait to end this journey. 

Finally they were there, 'Omega Hospital'. And without a word she stumbled out of his car with her bags. 'Let me know how everything goes. I can't drop my business transactions just because my girlfriend is sick with pregnancy? He sneered towards her belly. With that  he zoomed off and left a choking trail of dust and tears in her wake.
She wiped her tears and picked up her bags. Woe! Woe! The night they first made love. She remembered his words ' please let me in and I'll take care of you'. Instead he'd done naught but get her pregnant! Close to the hospital's entrance, the door opened suddenly, ' good evening madam how may we help you?' She heaved a great sigh as the guard took her bags. 

It seemed like eternity before her son was born. And so with joy mixed with sorrow and trepidation, she looked into the face of Femi's bastard son. What the future held she knew not but she held in her arms the evidence that hope and love never left her side. It was wrapped In this innocent bundle - her baby boy.

Tuesday, 9 August 2016

THE SONG FOR THE WARRIOR ONE.

she sings aloud her praise song
as pistle meets mortar
e to wia! e to wai!
muscle, skin and oil
aglow with  the baptism of sunshine.
Her husband has done it again
her warrior one! Chief acrobat!
Master of loin satisfaction!

Last night was filled with fervor
as she melded in a rhythm of ecstacy
laden with passion and sighs of pleasure
with her Warrior One
today she's drunk in giddiness
as in song and dance she tells of thus
riddled with expectancy
of the night to come!
so with pistle, yam and mortar
e to wai! e to wai!
she chants her praise song wantonly
e to wai! e to wai!
letting her juices flow from within
this song for her warrior one!

let them hear!
gossip mongers and nay sayers!
as she sings aloud her praise song
e to wai! e to wai!
telling afresh the story
with mortar, yam and pistle
e to wai! e to wai!
this song for her warrior one.